I started masturbating when I was 7, a friend of mine took me up behind an old school and had me watch while he beat off. I remember he had a very nice cock, and I loved watching him work it. It seemed so natural to do. I started in on myself a couple days later. When I first started I was young enough I didn't cum when I orgasmed, my cock would jerk wildly and I could feel the contractions deep within and it kind of hurt, but to me it was very enjoyable. I did this at least every couple of days.

One day, when I was about 10, something came out. It was just very small drops of clear liquid, and I thought, "Shit, I broke myself!" By that time I'd forgotten seeing my friend's cum shoot out all over his hand. I quit masturbating for a few weeks thinking it would fix itself, and when I tried again, the clear liquid was still there. I remembered my friend had thick almost white creamy liquid that came out, but I really got scared about this little bit of clear stuff. So I decided to wait a while again and see if it fixed it's self. This went on for about year until one time I masturbated and it was little drops of thick white cream. I knew what that was, so I was back at it again at least ever other day.

I love how big my cock gets, I love to look at it as it grows and sells. I would lay in my hand and I had about an inch to work with past my fist. One day after swimming with a couple of friends, I took off my trunks and started to feel it grow... it grew longer than I'd ever seen before. I could easily wrap both hands around it and still had an inch or two left to play with it wasn't any thicker, just longer. Usually when getting dressed, us guys, would not turn so anyone else could see his cock, but that day I let them see how big it was. I thought they would be turned off, but they really thought it was great. They looked at it along with me. I went down to the bathroom and beat off. As I jacked off I remember it felt, and looked, like the skin on my penis would explode or would rip and slide back down the extreme length of whatever was making it so long. That was the biggest erection I've ever had.

I heard about rubbing you anus while jacking off and tried it. I loved it. I was soon doing that every night--fingering my anus and jacking off. It made me cum a lot more. I found that if I pulled my cock while it was flasid, that I could stretch it back between my butt cheeks and I could still rub it to orgasm. I creamed between my cheeks frequently. A few times I was able to get the tip in my anus, it was all the way in and as I rubbed I could feel its fleshy head swelling, and then pump my own cum into my anus. I would shrink away and my cum would run out, smearing between my butt cheeks.

One day I decided to cum in a cup and see how much liquid I was actually shooting during an orgasm. Surprisingly, for the mess it made, it was not that much... way less than a quarter cup... more like less than half that, like maybe a tablespoon full or a little more. I started jerking off to see if I could fill the 1/4 cup measure. I beat off 4 times into it, and it was scarcely half full. I looked at my thick creamy cum in the little cup and got a deliciously wicked idea... I should drink it. I did. It didn't taste like much, mostly just slimy, and a faint taste of salt, and a little weird taste I still cannot describe except it tastes like cum. I liked it, and I started "drinking" my ejaculate when I was feeling really horny.

I love seeing my erect penis, and truthfully, I love seeing other guys' cocks when they are big, swollen, and getting ready to cum. I love the way the head gets tight, swells, and discolors as an orgasm approaches. You'd think with all this, that I'd be gay or bi. Maybe I am bent a touch, but I just enjoy seeing a hard penis as it's about to cum. I don't care to see it flaccid, or even look at guys, I find them repulsive. I just love to see the straining penis, and when I can see cum shooting out, I love that too.