I have always been spotted by men for my body, I know it looks good to them but I just don't see it myself, I mean I know I'm slim and have a small waist and what not but I just don't see whats so good about it. Anyway I'm currently with this really nice guy who actually cares about me and likes me for me not just my body (he shows an active interest in my life), and who shows how much he cares and doesn't mind my baggage (my crappy past and stuff) unlike the last guy who turned out to be... well, a groomer actually. Anyway this guy I'm with is really kind, really caring, and practically worships my body which is boosting my confidence slowly, but he says he's not my boyfriend and that he doesn't love me. I thought we had reached the point where we were together and it was really great and he decided he was ready to move on up and we had sex, but now suddenly he's back to "I'm not your boyfriend, I don't love you, we're just friends, why can't you accept that??" he even said I wasn't beautiful. I just can't let him go though, I love him and he's so caring and kind compared to other men. I don't know what to do, I cry all the time about it, if I let him go I'll be alone again and I don't think I'm emotionally stable enough to cope with being alone, I don't think there are any other nice guys out there, I really don't, at least he cares about me and my life right, right??