I was having sex with my boyfriend about a week ago, and a few things he had said recently were bothering me. We were taking a break, and when we were about to start again I stopped him for a moment and I asked him "What am I to you?? Be completely honest." After thinking for a few moments, he answered. He said "My personal fuck toy.", and we went back to having sex.

I probably should have hated him, but I'm actually more turned on when I'm around him. We've had sex since then, and it's been more intense. At one point while we were doing it I slipped into a mindset like I was literally just a toy being used. I kept that up and, while I didn't orgasm, it made me feel so good and it turned me on even more. I probably sound insane, but I want to stay with him as long as possible, I WANT to just be his fuck toy and nothing more.