My BFF's boyfriend is blackmailing me into anal sex. I don't have a lot of family. She and I live together and she's basically the closest thing to family that I have. He always knew that I wanted him but I held back cause I'd die for her, she's all I have and the only person who has my trust in this world. One night tho I was dumb, let my guard down with him. She was out of town and he said he needed my help and advice but in the end he just got me drunk and took pictures of me sucking his cock. He knows that if she ever finds out that she'll walk out my life without hesitation.

She wont let him f**k her ass so he does mine instead. Worst thing is that I love it and he loves it too. In his mind I'm his other GF when he talks about it I get wet. I love him using me, we've become even closer. He plays with my tits when she leaves the room and I'm afraid she's going to walk in on me being a whore. One time she went to take out the trash and I wanked him off with my tits. We went out to dinner with his sweet sticky cum drying on my skin. How wrong is this situation?? Every time I do it I feel like crap. Yet every time he speaks to me I can feel my asshole twitch in expectation of his fat cock.

He forces himself on me at any moment. He's also got a key of his own so sometimes I have no idea that he's even in the house. Last time I was in the shower and he just got in behind me. I let him put his hands and body all over my wet naked skin. These days like a well trained bitch I just assume the position when I know what he wants. Sticking out my ass I felt him soaping up my asshole. All I could think about it was how wonderful it felt. I turned my head to kiss him just as I felt his cock head sink into me. I kind of feel like I belong to him now, neither of us feel as guilty as we should. I wish she would be okay with me meeting his need for anal sex.