what do you think they want david????????

I know they want to take you and any man from me.

that is what they want. he was doing my cousin.

I am an unfortunate woman because I fell down young over sex and I had to pull myself up, a little help here and there but never good enough to be loved.

I was in a state of psychotic stupor from now sleep and medications... seeing hearing and experiencing paranormal activity. maybe its just in my mind cuz I am crazy and maybe you can't experience it. tell me if you can please.


I love you david. I am sorry if I let you or anybody down.

my brother thinks he can have this power over me to stop me living a life, but that is unfair. I didn't ask for what bill did to me as a child.

and I am sick of my cousins winning all the time. they win relationships I never do and I get fed the crumbs, bugsy and louise were fucking in 1974. that is not my fault I was a little girl of 3 or 4.

god I am getting chest pain. please know I love you david. I understand if you don't love me. I will find someone else eventually but I do love you. I just don't know how to get to you yet. I'm inprisoned in this house.