I am a woman that has a lot of anger in me. I feel awful admitting it but I have hit my cats terribly and yet I love them. I know I have a problem. if I had children I could be abusive. I am abusive to a lot of people and I never was like this but for a stage of my childhood when werner suicided.

I wish someone could help me because I don't like being like this.

I have a lot of sexual anger in my because of abuse, rape and childhood issues. this bitch of the therapist who should be killed did this to me like she did to my sister, and god knows who else. she should be gassed to death.

headaches, heart issues, sleep problems and all kinds of health problems. I even frighten myself sometimes with my words and thoughts and actions. MY ANGER IS RAGING TO THE POINT ITS KILLING ME.

MY DOCTOR SAID PEOPLE CAN HAVE A HEART ATTACK AND NOT EVEN KNOW ... THEY JUST FEEL CHEST PAIN AND SHARP PAIN FOR ABOUT 3 HOURS ON AND OFF, IF ITS MILD.

THAT IS WHAT I AM HAVING AND I HAVE HAD 2 ECGS IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS, ONE LAST YEAR AND ABOUT 2 YEARS BEFORE THAT.

I HAVE HAD 3 OR 4 COLLAPSES AND I AM AFRAID OF HAVING ANOTHER COLLAPSE.