as a child under 12 I had a few sexual experiences young, I counted about 4 or 5 different boys I did simulated sex or what people would call "dry humping" and touching. it was just a game really and I didn't really know what "sex" as such was. we used to run nude around the house after a bath as kids and we didn't even feel shame til we got older. I had my first orgasm about the age of 6. It was all bought on by rage, anger and molesting (which to a 5 year old that can feel like rape).

I feel bad about it now but there were stuff I enjoyed as well. I had little boyfriends from school. why should I feel bad about innocent sexual interest and curiosity????