I spent all my teens feeling UGLY, and unable to give a man sex being so UGLY. afterall no man wants an UGLY girl. that is why I don't push myself at men. I was always reminded by others how UGLY I was.

I DIDN'T FEEL PRETTY ENOUGH FOR SAMANTHAS BROTHER. I WAS JEALOUS OF HIS GIRLFRIEND.

but being so shy and so aware of my UGLY status I kept my head down and was quiet incase I got it blown off !!!

He looked a bit like ALi Khan.