My husband and i are long lost high school sweethearts. He went into milatary so we parted ways. We reconnected a yrs later. We got married and he is so the best. I am so stupid. He deployed over seas and has been gone 8 months. He comes home in two in a half more months. The other night I went and seen a friend who had been in hospital and yes we dated when I was a teen. He started kissing me and I made him stop. Told him I was married to the best guy ever. But then he backed me into a chair and kissed me again. And like an idiot I'm so lonely I kissed him back and my sex needs kicked in. We started having sex then I stopped him and said omg what am I doing. I can't do this. I don't know what came over me. But then he tells me he came inside me. I have never done anything like this. I am so tore up and know I'm going to hell. So crying and freaking out I drove to the pharmacy and got the plan b pill just in case. I am the dumbest person on the earth and never deserved this great man to come back into my life and now I will lose him forever!!!!! Dear God please forgive me, for I am only a stupid woman. But hell will have no fury for stupid stupid people!!!!