I was really drunk last week. REALLY drunk. I was drinking a beer and some guy noticed my feet were tired. He asked me if I wanted to sit down, I said of course. He then picked me up and put me on the bar counter. We talked, next thing he offers to drop me home. We get in his car, I told him I wanna fuck. He tells me it isn't right, he will drop me home. As he is driving me home, I tried to get on his dick, he pushed me off. He told me to sit down. We drove all the way to my house. I peed in his car on the seat. I was super drunk. When we got to my house he walked me to the door, it was locked. I rang the bell and sat on the steps right in front of it. I peed on myself again. Then the door was opened. He helped me get up to my bedroom. I went into the bathroom and I peed again. When I came out, he was stark naked. I took all my clothes off and got on his dick. I rode him raw for almost two hours. I was screaming REALLY LOUDLY. In the middle of us doing it, he heard my sister go off to work. When we were done, I lay in his arms and fell asleep. When I woke up later, he was gone. I do not know what his name was or anything details about him. I don't even remember what he looked like. My sister came home from work. She told me that my parents heard EVERYTHING. Yes, my mother and my father heard EVERYTHING. My parents just met my fiance last month, and they know he lives in Holland. So they know its not him. I don't know what to do. My parents heard me having a one night stand, and screaming for him to fuck me in the butt. I hate myself. I am too embarrassed to leave my room, I have been here for five days so far and I can't leave. Oh, and I just got fired from my job because I haven't shown up to work for a week. I don't know what came over me. I really don't know. I hate myself.