what I hate the most is the way you have used my sexual fears and nightmares on other people that has worked against me. or you have deliberately placed me in them without an option but to sink.

I did sexually depraved things for her and I am a girl.

I did love her and I was fascinated by her. but I felt she used me. she turned my innocence around. I never cared about her husband one fucking bit that is the joke of it.

you wanted to shove a stone in my mouth while you fucked me in a dark abandoned place a cold cell from hell was all you left for me.