Straight Male / 41
All my life I've been obese and awkward.
Masturbation has been my only source of sexual gratification for my entire life. I really am the 40 year old virgin.
Only, now a woman is actually interested in me. Someone I met online. She wants to visit and probably expects sex since we talk about it so much.
But I think I've masturbated so much throughout my life that I can't have actual sex now. It won't stimulate me in the right way. I don't know what to do.
If she shows up and we go to bed and I can't perform, that will be the end of me. I won't want to go on. I already feel less than human most of the time.
Masturbation has been my only source of sexual gratification for my entire life. I really am the 40 year old virgin.
Only, now a woman is actually interested in me. Someone I met online. She wants to visit and probably expects sex since we talk about it so much.
But I think I've masturbated so much throughout my life that I can't have actual sex now. It won't stimulate me in the right way. I don't know what to do.
If she shows up and we go to bed and I can't perform, that will be the end of me. I won't want to go on. I already feel less than human most of the time.
