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Anything Goes
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Straight Female / 35
I have huge bondage and submission fantasies. I've fantasized about being tied up, confined, or forced to do things since the first time I saw a short scene of it in a porno that I was watching with my husband. A Dominatrix was punishing her slave and it really turned me on. I am not the Dominatrix type; my fantasies are of me being controlled.
In my fantasies it is always me being controlled by a Dominatrix. When my husband is out I look at pictures and clips from the internet. I've even gone to a few bondage chat sites. I found "trial bondage" things to do, and I do them at least weekly when my husband is at work.
I shower, shave cleanly in all areas, dry, and then lay naked on our queen bed. I have a collection of twelve clothespins that I have tested and are appropriate to use. I start by clipping one to each of my nipples then one on each side for 3 total, then one more on each side so I have 5 across each nipple. These fit nicely across my aureola. I lay in the middle of the bed and take hold of the sides of the headboard and spread my legs out over the sides of the bed. I can get my heels just off each side of the bed. Then I lay there and let the feelings from my nipples grow and spread into my breasts and through my body. After about 15 to 20 minutes there is such a delightful burning spreading into my breasts. I then take one more of the clothespins and clip it to my clit.
When I release the clip onto my clit, it gives me the most exquisite rush of painful pleasure I have ever experienced! I lay back on the bed and grab the headboard again, my feet still over the edge of each side of the bed and lay there panting and squirming. I don't know how to describe it: it's like every nerve from my clit up to my nipples are awake and talking to each other! Sensations shoot from my nipples to my clit and my clit to my nipples and run all over between my nipples, all the time it's like my breasts are on fire. It is sooooo wonderful!
What seems like forever after I get the clip on my clit, but it's only a little bit less than ten minutes, I start orgasming. My whole body convulses, I cry, I shake, I writhe around on the bed seeking relief, but the whole thing just keeps going until I cannot stand it any more. As I take each clip off, there is just such an intense rush of painful pleasure that I have to gasp and cry with each one as I remove it.
This leaves my nipples and clit sore for at least 2 days, but in a really good way. I feel the tenderness all the time and clothing accentuates the feeling. I run around the house naked most of the time my husband is at work and I've taken to not wearing a bra unless we're going someplace I need to be more modest, like visiting his parents or mine.
Since I've been doing this, sex with my husband is incredible. When he sucks my nipples it is wonderful, I have to moan and gasp from the further stimulation of my sensitive nipples, and when his cock hits my sore clit, I just start going crazy again. I orgasm a lot now!
My dilemma: I do not want to do any of my fantasy with my husband. I don't even want him to know I have this as a fantasy. I have never had any bi experiences or really any bi thoughts, but my fantasy is always a Dominatrix controlling me.
In my fantasies it is always me being controlled by a Dominatrix. When my husband is out I look at pictures and clips from the internet. I've even gone to a few bondage chat sites. I found "trial bondage" things to do, and I do them at least weekly when my husband is at work.
I shower, shave cleanly in all areas, dry, and then lay naked on our queen bed. I have a collection of twelve clothespins that I have tested and are appropriate to use. I start by clipping one to each of my nipples then one on each side for 3 total, then one more on each side so I have 5 across each nipple. These fit nicely across my aureola. I lay in the middle of the bed and take hold of the sides of the headboard and spread my legs out over the sides of the bed. I can get my heels just off each side of the bed. Then I lay there and let the feelings from my nipples grow and spread into my breasts and through my body. After about 15 to 20 minutes there is such a delightful burning spreading into my breasts. I then take one more of the clothespins and clip it to my clit.
When I release the clip onto my clit, it gives me the most exquisite rush of painful pleasure I have ever experienced! I lay back on the bed and grab the headboard again, my feet still over the edge of each side of the bed and lay there panting and squirming. I don't know how to describe it: it's like every nerve from my clit up to my nipples are awake and talking to each other! Sensations shoot from my nipples to my clit and my clit to my nipples and run all over between my nipples, all the time it's like my breasts are on fire. It is sooooo wonderful!
What seems like forever after I get the clip on my clit, but it's only a little bit less than ten minutes, I start orgasming. My whole body convulses, I cry, I shake, I writhe around on the bed seeking relief, but the whole thing just keeps going until I cannot stand it any more. As I take each clip off, there is just such an intense rush of painful pleasure that I have to gasp and cry with each one as I remove it.
This leaves my nipples and clit sore for at least 2 days, but in a really good way. I feel the tenderness all the time and clothing accentuates the feeling. I run around the house naked most of the time my husband is at work and I've taken to not wearing a bra unless we're going someplace I need to be more modest, like visiting his parents or mine.
Since I've been doing this, sex with my husband is incredible. When he sucks my nipples it is wonderful, I have to moan and gasp from the further stimulation of my sensitive nipples, and when his cock hits my sore clit, I just start going crazy again. I orgasm a lot now!
My dilemma: I do not want to do any of my fantasy with my husband. I don't even want him to know I have this as a fantasy. I have never had any bi experiences or really any bi thoughts, but my fantasy is always a Dominatrix controlling me.
