I love Olivia's music and I did love Diana (she as my evil twin) taught me some lessons when I was young but I still loved her, we had our ups and downs because I she toyed with me over the tv like a band did as well. pushing buttons at me.

I have buttons and can be a little tempered when I want to be, but mostly shy.

I am shy about sex I can't help that. that really is me. I am more like the Diana you seen on the tv then she was if the truth be known... she and I were alike with blushing, giggling, we were one and the same hard to nudge and then a man as military minded as her husband and those other weird bullies in music like bugsy toyed with her and I...

so I will be the sort of girl I am ... and I can be stupid and slutty but that is not all the time.

so I said to this guy I want to meet up with on Halloween that if he wants me to have a hot sexy night with him that he better expect that I am shy and if I want good sex I like to be treated like a lady and a slut when I have to or can't cope like after a few drinks in the middle of one of my nervous breakdowns (one of many) I looked like a slut to some but I am not REALLY.

but I will to just get you I said to him. and I don't care what anyone thinks. I want my lollypop candy on Halloween.

so if I am a proper lady blame the nuns I was forced to be around as a child and their strict cane discipline, and blame Olivia and other people who played in the diana's GAME. blame bugsy ... blame Diana because she and I were one...