My husband talked about swinging for years. He talked about me fucking other men. About watching me with men with big dicks. He brought home interracial porn for us to watch all the time and asked me constantly if the black guys turned me on. I was never interested in any of that stuff. If you like it fine but it wasn't for me.

After years of this, I finally agreed. He set up something and we met some black guy who had a big one he found somewhere and I had sex with him in a hotel while my husband watched. I did it because he wanted me to so bad and I wanted to please him. I put on a big show for him, sucking the guys dick, moaning when he licked me and fingered me. I even let him stick his finger in my ass while he was at it and acted like I enjoyed it. I pretty much hated doing it and felt like a cheap prostitute.

I fucked this guy in a bunch of different positions and let myself cum repeatedly to thrill my husband and hoped he was loving it.

Afterward he was cold and quiet on the ride home. I wanted him to make love to me so bad when we got home but he didn't. He didn't kiss me or anything. I asked him if he enjoyed watching me and he said it was ok.

It's been a month and he hasn't touched me. We've argued a lot and I've tried to talk with him about that night but he won't. I thought I heard him call me a whore under his breath more than once. he's been sleeping in the den. I didn't want to have sex with anyone but him and when I did it was for him and now he hates me for it.