i have never been good at relationships, if a guy asks me to go out with him, usually will. if he wants sex, i almost always do instead of putting him off. i'm not really a slut, i don't crave sex. i just need to go out to feel good about myself, and i cannot handle the confrontation to tell him no when he wants sex.

when i started dating my bf would always tell me that nobody would ever want to be with me, so he was doing me a favor. he convinced me that all the girls sucked cock and i owed it to him to do it. when i did, he called me a slut, and if i wouldn't he would tell me that nobody would want my mouth on their cock any way.

by hs i had a date every weekend, sometimes 2 or 3 for saturdays and i always put out. now i'm the shy person that sits in the cubicle next to you. i do computer support and you wouldn't ever know i am dying inside hoping to get asked out, but nobody ever asks. i do an hour of aerobics every day, i just want someone to tell me: you look good. i would make his day and night the best he's ever had. i so just want to have people see me. i look good naked, and i am a sexual person too. i'm sure i could go all night.