I was never sexually exhibitionistic. I really like men who are subtle and sexually discrete. sure I don't mind a little sexual tension but I didn't go out a lot to night clubs to just flirt or dance.

I liked dancing at home and working out or at some parties we would dance, but I am shy in that regard unless I have a few drinks in me.

I think that I like subtle sexual temptation in public unless the coast is clear or you find a secluded spot where no one else is.

I really like sex that is long and planed and I like the idea of spontaneous sex with a known partner too but in reality my world is not as sexual as most peoples.

I do find sexual things difficult sometimes for no reason and just out of the blue the panic attack will happen... in much the same way as that has happened with swallowing phobia I have had since a child. it will come and go... that stems from having a sharp object forced down my mouth and throat as a child.

I have to work hard at my phobias at times and its embarrassing when they hit infront of people. I go so red and shake... it is worse then dying. I swear at that moment you are having a panic attack over a sexual thing or swallowing food in front of people etc its worse than dead itself.