I am afraid of losing him

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Im afraid of losing my boyfriend cuz ive never loved anyone this much before??

ill start off by saying im only 17....ive had 5 other boyfriends before him but i always broke up with them because i have commitment issues but now the guy im with is so amazing and i never want to lose him. were perfect together because i can be 100% myself around him and we have almost everything in common. He treats me really well and he has seen me at my best and worst, my prettiest and my ugliest. im not afraid to be a complete dork around him and ive never found anyone im this comfortable around beside my best friend. I love him so much and i know it sounds stupid but i wanna marry him one day cuz i cant imagine anyone better for me and i know he feels the same way. but everyone says you never marry your high school sweetheart and that scares me soooo much. i have severe depression and for once in my life i feel happy, and im not one of those boy crazy girls who thinks she loves every guy she dates. obviously i still get depressed some days but hes always there for me when i am and no one else is, not even my mom. im scared of things changing one day, how do i stop worrying so much?? and do you think its possible we could be together forever