But feel it was my fault because I was drinking. I went out with a guy for the first time. Met him online. We went to the theater. We had wine. After the third glass I don't remember anything. This was around 10 pm. At 2 am I remember being driven by an old black man in his car who kept asking for money. My parents arrived and he told them he took me away from a bunch of men. I woke up today to the reality I was raped. I'm just in shock at the moment.

Edit: Thanks for being here Reddit. I don't feel like I can talk to anyone. My parents actually think this is an inconvenience to them. I'm so ashamed. I'm just sucking it up.