Straight Female / 24
I left my first boyfriend cause he wanted to have group sex. That is not exactly why I left him. He wanted to invite some of his girl friends over to watch as his guy friends fucked the shit out of me. I kind of felt weird and said I needed to meet in public to discuss it before actually doing. He never agreed to meet.
Then this seventy something year old professor of my wanted to do it. The first time I did it cause I was pissed off at my boyfriend. Then I did it because he was so limp I wanted to be sure I actually felt him. He begged to give him a chance again and again and he actually recovered a size that I could at least feel. After my first boyfriends 7 inches though I was never satisfied.
I started having sex chats on the net. I used to masturbate a lot while chatting and had the best orgasms of my life. Still I felt empty. Guys I talked with only wanted to be pleased and not please. Then I men this guy on the Net. He lives in another town and he really cares. But he is a virgin and not interested in premarital sex. Neither is he interested in marriage. We sometimes had sex chat but it never got anywhere near sex. It was all making out. I really like this guy and want to fuck sense into him but I want him to want him that way first.
Meanwhile I shocked myself today when I found myself fantasizing about my first boyfriend with his friends fucking me up front and rear. I even imagined fisting his girlfriend till she came hard while I got pounded by the men and other guys sucked my boobs or thrust into my mouth. I love to give a blow job and I haven't given a good one in such a long time.
Still I really have the hots for this guy I am with and I so want him inside me, inside my mouth cumming like anything and inside my pussy thrusting with his life. I want our sweat to mingle as I shower him with my cum. But that is not happening any day soon because of his inhibitions and I want to give him time to come my way. Still I can't help my fantasies.
The day before yesterday I told him I am thirsty for him and he said "Drink then". I wonder if he realized I meant I wanted to drink his cum. Most probably not. It would have scandalized him.
I needed to get this out of my system. Thank you.
Then this seventy something year old professor of my wanted to do it. The first time I did it cause I was pissed off at my boyfriend. Then I did it because he was so limp I wanted to be sure I actually felt him. He begged to give him a chance again and again and he actually recovered a size that I could at least feel. After my first boyfriends 7 inches though I was never satisfied.
I started having sex chats on the net. I used to masturbate a lot while chatting and had the best orgasms of my life. Still I felt empty. Guys I talked with only wanted to be pleased and not please. Then I men this guy on the Net. He lives in another town and he really cares. But he is a virgin and not interested in premarital sex. Neither is he interested in marriage. We sometimes had sex chat but it never got anywhere near sex. It was all making out. I really like this guy and want to fuck sense into him but I want him to want him that way first.
Meanwhile I shocked myself today when I found myself fantasizing about my first boyfriend with his friends fucking me up front and rear. I even imagined fisting his girlfriend till she came hard while I got pounded by the men and other guys sucked my boobs or thrust into my mouth. I love to give a blow job and I haven't given a good one in such a long time.
Still I really have the hots for this guy I am with and I so want him inside me, inside my mouth cumming like anything and inside my pussy thrusting with his life. I want our sweat to mingle as I shower him with my cum. But that is not happening any day soon because of his inhibitions and I want to give him time to come my way. Still I can't help my fantasies.
The day before yesterday I told him I am thirsty for him and he said "Drink then". I wonder if he realized I meant I wanted to drink his cum. Most probably not. It would have scandalized him.
I needed to get this out of my system. Thank you.
