Bi-Sexual Female / 18
the best one was how my bottoms got burnt and the house nearly caught light on fire
I masturbated on a stove top to enjoy the pleasure of my butts on fire.
I used clove oil on my genitals to make them burn and sting
and strapped the electric hand press mixer to my pussy
found a banana and shoved it up my anus for juicy mushed pulp to eat later.
I liked to use old belt straps around my wrists and waist and mouth like a horses bit...
the things I have done that I will never admit in person.
auto erotic way out sex was my thing ...
til it broke me down.
its is a hard thing to confront and look at from a mental health point of view.
why did I do it and was too afraid to talk to guys or suggest sex with them.
its was like sex was so taboo that my sex passions had to be hidden from such a young age.
I hated myself. I wished for a hottie guy-boy to just make heaps of sexy horny passes at me. and that came 15 years too late.
I pole danced and erotic dance and did disgusting things looking back now. part of me still wishes I could be all that with a hot body for my guy in secret. I did some of it for money for my molester. I did it out of addiction and self hate.
I am sure someone might of filmed me at least once.
I may very well be a international "vintage" star and not know it... in the "golden years of porn"
and sometimes I do fantasies about having girls wildly in cars and doing all the things teens did that I did not do with guys. who knows maybe one day I will ... with a young guy who will look past my crap and see the mentally ill abused person I was victim to a terrible illness rather then just a whore. I would even be his whore dog... if that is what it takes.
I masturbated on a stove top to enjoy the pleasure of my butts on fire.
I used clove oil on my genitals to make them burn and sting
and strapped the electric hand press mixer to my pussy
found a banana and shoved it up my anus for juicy mushed pulp to eat later.
I liked to use old belt straps around my wrists and waist and mouth like a horses bit...
the things I have done that I will never admit in person.
auto erotic way out sex was my thing ...
til it broke me down.
its is a hard thing to confront and look at from a mental health point of view.
why did I do it and was too afraid to talk to guys or suggest sex with them.
its was like sex was so taboo that my sex passions had to be hidden from such a young age.
I hated myself. I wished for a hottie guy-boy to just make heaps of sexy horny passes at me. and that came 15 years too late.
I pole danced and erotic dance and did disgusting things looking back now. part of me still wishes I could be all that with a hot body for my guy in secret. I did some of it for money for my molester. I did it out of addiction and self hate.
I am sure someone might of filmed me at least once.
I may very well be a international "vintage" star and not know it... in the "golden years of porn"
and sometimes I do fantasies about having girls wildly in cars and doing all the things teens did that I did not do with guys. who knows maybe one day I will ... with a young guy who will look past my crap and see the mentally ill abused person I was victim to a terrible illness rather then just a whore. I would even be his whore dog... if that is what it takes.
