I don't want to reveal too much about myself but, I'm 52 years old, I've been married for 25 years and we have 3 kids all out of the house. I've always been conscious about keeping my body in shape, I've definitely got some curve and I gotta say it makes me blush when I get hit on when I go out. After having 3 kids I got the best doctor in town to give me some fantastic new tits and I get hit on now as much as I did when I was young. I feel the need to come here and write out a public yet anonymous little diary entry.

My husband has always worked long hours, traveled frequently, and earned enough to keep us all quite comfortable. He was away for a few days for a conference, one early afternoon I went to take a bath and the jets wouldn't come on. I called the fixit guy that my husband and I have used for years and he told me that he was absolutely swamped but he had a new guy on a call nearby that he could send my way if I wanted. I really wanted a bath so that was fine with me. He told me to expect him in 15 minutes, so I decided to shave my legs while I was waiting. As I was finishing up my first leg I heard the doorbell so I went downstairs quick to let him in. Robbie was one of the best looking men I've ever seen. 26 years old, Gorgeous body, eyes, hair, skin, everything. I showed him the problem upstairs and he started working. I apologized for having shaving cream all over one leg and said I hope he didn't mind if I finished up while he was working. I was sitting on the edge of the tub shaving and I kept catching his eyes going up and down my legs.

25 years and I had never been unfaithful to my husband. I may have flirted with men from time to time, but never really did anything. I really can't explain it, but I couldn't get the idea of robbie naked out of my mind. I badly wanted to take his clothes off and wanted mine off too. I took a long time shaving my leg so I could keep his eyes on me longer. Eventually he had to work on the part of the tub I was sitting by and he got very close to me. His hair was touching my leg and part of my thigh. We were making small talk but when he got so close to me, facing me, the talk kind of winded down. It was extremely awkward but more than that it was extremely exciting. My heart was racing and I readjusted myself on the tub. The way I moved let my robe slip open a bit and I helped it along a little.

He looked me up and down for a moment and then rose up and pulled his shirt open. We didn't say a word, I was getting wetter than I had been in a long time. He got up out of the tub and stood up in front of me. I was looking up at him and I pulled my robe off my shoulders. He started running his hands on my shoulders and chest and I reached up to his belt and undid it. I have no idea what made me do this, my husband and I have a good sex life. We're open and trusting and I never even fantasized about cheating but for some reason I couldn't stop what I was doing. He helped me get his pants undone and he dropped them to the floor.

Much bigger than my husband. A bit longer and much thicker. I stroked it for a while, licked it a little bit. I was a little hesitant to take that plunge, but he just kinda put his hand on the back of my head and held me there while he slowly pushed his dick into my mouth. I was looking up at him as he was pushing it deeper, I gagged a little as my throat opened up to take him and the look in his eyes as I gagged and he pushed himself fully down my throat was the hottest thing I've ever seen. I almost came when my nose hit up against his abs and I gagged on his dick.

I put my hands up on his dick and hip and took my mouth off his cock. I wiped the spit off my chin and took the head of his dick in my mouth again and started sucking him slowly while i stroked. I was enjoying myself like I hadn't in years. I had never minded sucking my husband's dick. I did it pretty frequently and let him cum on my face sometimes. But this time was different. He put his hands around my head and started sliding in and out of my mouth. Each thrust he went deeper and he pushed into me harder. After a minute he was thrusting into my throat like my husband did to my pussy. Robbie was fucking my throat hard and I put my fingers on my clit. I started moaning but every time he thrust into my mouth it would slide down the back of my throat. I started gagging and choking a little bit when he pushed every last inch of himself down my throat and held it there. I pushed hard on my clit and I came more intensely than ever before.

Just a moment later I felt him shoot in the back of my throat. He started pulling it out slow and his cum was filling up my mouth and going down my throat and he shot some on my lips and face. It was the sluttiest, dirtiest, sexiest, hottest, most excited I had felt in years. After a few moments of just sitting there, catching my breath, I reached for a towel and started cleaning off my face. He pulled up his pants, wiped off his sweat and started working again. I cleaned up in the sink and when he was finished he came up close to me and put his hand on my ass and his mouth on my ear. He told me to call him anytime and left shortly after.

After feeling horribly guilty for a while I couldn't help but fantasize about what happened. I started giving my husband more blowjobs and I deepthroat him and try to get that same feeling. I love feeling him thrust into my mouth. But for some reason it's just not the same. A few months ago he was out of town again and I had been touching myself all night. I called in a delivery for pizza to try and take my mind off it, but I realized that it would probably be a guy that delivered my pizza, and maybe he would be able to spare a little time for me. I kept thinking NO don't do that, but I really really wanted it. I was nervous and scared and I couldn't help but get into my robe..just in case. I was touching myself when the doorbell rang. I let the kindof cute, slightly overweight kid into my house. He was definitely checking me out, but I didn't really think he was that hot. While I was waiting for my change I started thinking frantically and blurted out "can I ask you a favor??" he seemed into it and said sure and I told him the tv was being weird and could he look at it.

It seemed so stupid and I felt like an idiot but when we got into the tv room and he bent over to look at something, I got up next to him and let my robe fall. It didn't take too much effort or too much time before I was sitting on the floor up against the couch with this young guy pounding my throat.
Ever since then I can't help myself. Everytime my husband is out of town something breaks and I need Robbie to come fix it or I order delivery from somewhere and try to make a new friend. In the past few months I've had at least 10 different dicks in my mouth. When my husband is here I suck his dick as much as I can. I love him and I can't tell him the truth. Everytime I have a stranger's thick cock down my throat I can cum like my husband just can't get me to do. I can't stop letting repairmen and delivery guys fuck my throat.

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by Anonymous on Aug 25, 2013 at 7:02 AM

I love your confession! You and I could be twins as I went through your same spell many years ago in an un-happy marriage of over twenty years. I had several lovers but really got into giving blow jobs for about two years. I felt like a slut for having my mouth used for a guys pleasure and still married but I loved it! But that was long ago and I'm in a great marriage now but still think back to those days as well as the memories I gave so many guys! I hope you'll give us an update.

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