Ok so I just seen one of my second cousins on my dads side. He's kind of rough (and by rough I mean a little haggard looking, he used to be pretty cute back in the day, he's my age) because he's seen some shit through the last few years. His ex was crazy and got their kids put in a foster home and I know he's rough looking and doesn't care about his appearance because of all that has happened. It's a sad situation. I always let him talk to me when I see him around town, or when I'm at work and I am one of the few that he comes to with issues. We always hug and I always keep being positive around him. Soooo anyway I seem him we chatted, and for some reason I wanted to jerk off with him out of nowhere. I kept imagining us sitting together with our pants at our ankles and dicks in hand. I kept getting half hard but because I'm behind a counter at work you can't see it. I really just wanna watch him blow his load on his stomach. And I know he probably has a nice bush because he's always really stubbly. That's a huge turn on for me. Also, he scratched his cock through his pants and I seen the shape of his cock and it was so hard to not want to pull it out and play with it. Man I have issues lol.

The funny thing is I have never felt like that about him before. I actually used to think about how he's not even close to what I would think is hot. I like a little meat in my guys or girls bones. I'm still half hard about it. What's your guys opinion, should I go for it and see what he thinks???? Lol I'm a chicken shit about it.