I have had several nervous breakdowns over sexual frustration and child sexual abuse issues and the nervous breakdowns seem to have occurred when I have been bashed into more.

I have had several smaller nervous fits, bouts of mania and manic depression, unable to eat or sleep for weeks or years, unable to hold relationships down. unable to perform sexually.

fear of sexual situations.

and so much anxiety and phobia and panic with PTSD I was unable to sit at the table and eat or go out of the house without shaking.

I could not swallow. and fits of swallowing phobias as a child, teen and adult especially when people were picking on me or being teased all the time.