As a little kid I adored my grandfather, who didn't???????? Grandparents spoil kids rotten with toys and unlimited ice cream pops from their freezer. Then at age 11, grandpa had a stroke. He became very crabby and extremely racist. He hung on for many years, spewing hatred about Jews, the Chinese, and especially black people.

I guess growing up in central South Carolina, we held his tongue after desegregation, but the stroke caused him to loose any self control from stating his point of view.

By my teenage years, I avoided visiting him in the assisted living home we put him in. It was 2008 and Obama was campaigning to be elected president. Needless to say, there was never a nice word about him ever spoken.

After high school I went to University of Georgia. I hung out with a diverse crowd. Like most coeds I drank a lot, smoked some pot, did a little ecstasy, and had a few one night stands (some I'm not proud of).

I did like this one time I hooked up with a guy named DJ. He always made me laugh, like to point where beer or vodka would be coming out of my noise. FYI that shit burns! One night we hooked up, the sex was incredible. So much so that I stuck around and fucked him again in the morning and after lunch. He had a thick 8" dick and it filled me up so much. He was also black, which didn't matter one bit to me, so I only tell you that in passing. It was a good hook up, but we reverted back to friends nonchalantly--a rarity I know.

A couple months later, I got a call from mom saying grandpa took a turn for the worse and didn't have much time. I told my mom I didn't want to go to South Carolina to see him, I wanted to stay at college, but she insisted.

The next morning I drove to his hospital. At least with the drugs we wasn't talking, just some incoherent gruntings. I looked at him in pity for a second, then I got mad at the horrible things I had to hear him say over the last 11 years.

When my parents left the room so I could say goodbye, I leaned in real close and said, "Goodbye, you racist bastard. I just want you to know: I fucked a ni**a, grandpa. I fucked him over and over. It was so good! I'm a ni**a lover--your own granddaughter." I then turned and left. He died a few hours later as I was on my way back to college, and I didn't go to funeral.

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by Anonymous on Aug 6, 2013 at 6:45 PM

Just remember: What goes around comes around- Enjoy

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by Anonymous on Aug 6, 2013 at 9:04 PM

And all you proved is that you are capable of just as much hate and bile as he was, By saying that to an old man who was not in charge of his own mind and dying, In years to come that one act will come back to bite you in the ass big time.

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by Anonymous on Aug 6, 2013 at 10:36 PM

What do you expect a pat on the back?, Your grandfather clearly had Alzheimers and was not responsible for his actions, I am black and i have no problem with such a poor man, But i do with a man or woman who could do such a thing to a dying frail old man, You should be ashamed of what you did, And if that is'nt bad enough you have used a black guy to be spiteful to your grandfather, What you have done has nothing to do with anti-racits views but more to do with your own ego and please dont use the "N" word you are far less qualified to use it and you used it in a racist context too, In fact as a black woman i was offended in the way in which you used it which was clearly a racist rant at your dying grandfather now hang your head in shame girl.

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by Anonymous on Aug 9, 2013 at 9:09 AM

#3 - Nice one.

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by Anonymous on Dec 17, 2013 at 1:56 PM

I agree with #3 but I don't agree with dancing around the word nigger. I prefer, if I must, use the appropriate word Negro, because that is what black folks are, they are negro's. Nothing to be ashamed of. There are negro's and there are niggers. This fucking country has become a so politically correct it sickens me. There are few "African-Americans" in America that actually migrated from Africa to America. Black folks are Americans. Back in the 1940's if some one had called a Tuskegee Airman an African American, I imagine a fight would have been on, as they were proud "Americans".

Cracker

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by Anonymous on Jan 2, 2014 at 10:02 PM

If this change in your grandfather was comparatively sudden, it may ave been a frontal lobe stroke. Inhibitory functions get damaged and the person basically becomes a walking Id.

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