I have feelings for people, specifically certain men. and I don't love them all in the same way. love is not just a sexual love for me it can be a human love or friendship type of love. firstly, I have decided that I only love will as someone to admire as his responsibilities are greater then my needs.

I do not love old men sexually. I refuse to apologies for that due to my past bad experiences.

I love DO more right now deeply, there just is some attraction that I can't explain that feels so nice.

I love ian physically but I know he is too good to be true for someone like me.

and there are a few other guys as well I like or even love in a friendship way.

I am not interested in having men constantly pushed onto me.

I do not love my relatives like first cousins or aunts and uncles that I have spent time with during my childhood and 20 - 2 years ago.

I completely dislike sleazy old men and that takes in more freaks who think they are something but are not, like andrew and ken.

I don't know what else to say cuz I don't have any real friends but hope to make some.

I hope I can met DO one day when or if the time is right. I just don't love anyone else at the moment. I need a break from being pushed at with male meat like some shopping product cuz people are more then that.

I want to know who is doing this to me... it feels like that spastic jasmin (grow up silly lezo-mental woman) stop meddling in my life ...trying to teach me her stupid pathetic little lessons... or some other idiot.