I'm 18 years old and female. A month or two ago I searched out a website for male survivors of sexual abuse and, posing as a guy, posted false accounts of sexual abuse on the site. This continued for weeks, with me continually adding new lies about sexual abuse to the same website under the same alias. I even showed a couple people on the website pictures of a guy I know, pretending to be him when I posted the false stories about being a victim of male sexual abuse. I let them believe the things I was saying were the truth for months and people felt pain and cried for me for hours over all the stories I told them, not knowing they were all lies. The only explanation I can think of for this reprehensible act of mine is that I have an obsession with male survivors of sexual abuse. But I have no excuse at all for what I did.