This is crazy. I've been married, happily, for two years. I'm a tall blond who used to model to help pay for my college tuition. I'm still in great shape and find many men appreciating my long legs and full breasts. I never wanted to cheat. Never even thought about cheating.

Then a few months ago I met a man who is in his mid fifties. He drives a truck and landscapes on the weekends. He was sitting in the booth next to mine when I was waiting to meet with a client who ended up bailing out. He made some comment that made me laugh and before I knew it he was sitting next to me in my booth feeding me drinks.

This guy is not the kind of guy I've ever been interested in. He's a large guy, big gut, big hands and arms. He has a lot of tattoos and has a very rough personality. He was very aggressive with me. At first I was taken aback but then intrigued. He called me "pussy lips" while we were talking. I said what and he said that was what he was going to call me.

And that's all hes called me since. It sounds crazy but for some reason I can't resist this low class guy who treats me like dirt. The first night we met he fingered me painfully to a tremendous orgasm right at the table. I just don't know what got into me but whatever he says I do.

If he says "come over and suck my cock" I do it. I've sucked him dry in his car, his truck, his house, his door step and in front of two of his friends. He has a very thick kind of short dick that just kills me pussy. It makes me cum and cum. He's fucked me so many times. I feel like such a whore. One night last week his two dirt bag friends watched me blow him then he told me to fuck them then both and without a thought I sucked their dirty cocks hard, climbed on top, slid their cocks in and rode them both til they came in me.

I don't know what to do. This isn't me but I'm helpless. He likes to tell me he owns my pussy and I'm afraid he does.