When I was 17 years old I was a horny pervert. Now if I was a guy you would say "so what??" but 17 year old girls are not supposed to be horny perverts. I was and still am. Since 14 I baby sat for money like a lot of girls do and was hired by a woman who lived just a couple of blocks away. She was finishing up her law degree at night school and her old babysitter bailed on her. I found her ad on a bulletin board at the grocery store and needed more work and hated the idea of working for McDonald's all summer so I went to work for Mrs. Williams.

The job was four nights a week for six hours at a time and I got a measly $300 a week but that still was not too bad for 24 hours a week and I had other baby sitting clients so I was making about $500 a week take home, not too bad for a 17 year old between her junior and senior year in high school.

So nothing eventful the first few nights then Jeremy came out into the kitchen crying an hour after I put him to bed so I picked him up and held him in my arms holding his face to my bosom a trick I learned from my mom and it worked and finally that adorable four year old angel drifted off to sleep. So I carried him off to bed and was about to tuck him in when I noticed the cutest little hard on I ever saw. Now I have seen a few little stiffies before having baby sat, bathed and dressed my share of male rug rats but Jeremy was just so pretty and hot looking and his little cocklet just stuck out the front of his pajama bottom begging to be touched. So I put the sleeping boy down on his bed, got on my knees to inspect him closer. It was amazing. Not amazing like the 35 year old nigger, er, I mean African whose eleven inch cock I swallowed a few weeks ago was but he was amazing like only a little boy could be, fresh flesh un blemished by time in a pristine state of wanting desperately to have the affections of a horny perverted teenaged slut. So I leaned in and took a taste. No precum of course but stiff as a little baby woodie could be and I just couldn't help myself. I sucked the whole beautiful thing into my mouth and took the balls too and could even reach that yummy little rosebud of an asshole and licked it at the same time. Jeremy woke up just then grunted something incoherent and surprised me by humping my face like a puppy humping a girls leg.

After that, every single time I baby sat Jeremy, he would, the moment his mother left, strip off his clothes and beg me to let him put it in my mouth. I had created a little monster. For the rest of the summer I was his oral suck slave, his willing throat rape victim hungry for his little manhood. towards the end of the summer I even started to let him piss in my mouth which surprisingly tasted pretty good.

Jeremy just turned 12 and I still baby sit him but now his mom is a lawyer and so it is mostly when she works late in the office. The problem is he just got me pregnant. I'm a nurse so do pretty well financially so I can take care of our child no problem. I just wonder if I should give it up for adoption and turn myself in and live in prison for the rest of my life to atone for being a child raper all these years of should I do as Jeremy suggested and become his sex slave and personal property for the rest of my life. I certainly owe him a lifetime of servitude after the way I have been using him for my own sexual gratification since he was a toddler. But he also told me he is in love with me and wants to marry me some day. The problem is I am so fucked in the head at this point I don't know what the best thing to do is. His mom doesn't know yet though I think she suspects we have been fucking around for a while. Jeremy says that when I am not around his mom refers to me as Jeremy's girl friend.

Suggestions??