I am totally straight and have once thought about sucking a man off just as a deviate act but when I see 2 men kissing I cringe.
I was driving up the coast and it was a long trip to see my family earlier this year. It had got dark and I got fatigued so I decided to pull into a parking bay at a truck rest stop. I did not want to get in the way of any trucks should they want to stop at that rest stop and noticed a transit van parked up further so I parked in that area. I got out to stretch my legs and this man was standing next to his car and I recognised him as one of our top baseball players so I said hello. He asked me if I was John and it just so happened that my name is John so I said yes and he must not have heard me follow through with the how do you know my me and he must not have seen the perplexed expression on my face that matched my words and I could only guess that the trucks and cars passing close to the stop must have drowned out my words because he said he had been excitedly waiting to suck my cock! I should have put him straight but for some strange reason the thought of having a top playing baseball player suck my cock was turning me on and I just went with the flow. He said he had been here before and had a parking spot close and remote so I had to follow him. we drove for about 5 minutes into a really remote place and pulled over. I got out and he opened the van door for me to get in and he took me in his arms and I let him kiss me. it actually really turned me on and so I let it continue while he started to undress me. there I was totally naked in front of him and he was complementing me and made me feel special. I could not believe being straight that I could be so into this and my penis was almost bursting. he then made love to me and I have never ever had such a great HJ in my life and the most powerful orgasm ever. I was hungry for more and I and I wanted him in my mouth and did all the things to him that I would want done to me. he was moaning and saying really nice things about how I could suck so good and suck me john suck me which just drove me to want more of him. I became so aroused again and was bursting with the most hard on when I felt his cum start to fill my mouth and all I wanted to do was drink him and I just kept on sucking and loving every bit of him. I then just instinctively fucked him and let him fuck me and it felt so good. I just wanted to be in his arms and fuck and suck him all night and we would lay in each others arms and kiss passionately. I a straight man fell in love with this man and now let him fuck me anytime he wants. I love how he spoons me and gently slips his shaft into me and dips his hand into the oil on the side table and gentle takes my penis into his hand and runs his hand up my shaft then gives the head of my cock a little squeeze. he loves how I lose my breath and breath out with a deep deep moan as I cum all over the place but this is usually always because the trigger of feeling his cum shoot deep in me gives me the pleasure of being his and wanting to have his baby. his loves doing me mission style as he can see my face and my eyes role into the back of my head as that is his mind trigger to spurt his cum into me. he also likes to masturbate me at the some time and tries to get me to spurt into his mouth and he also likes to kiss me passionately. He is the only man I have been with and I have not even gone with a woman since and never will but there is one problem, he is married! well he has told her he is fucking me and she wants to make their marriage work but he wants out but its not easy because she threatens to go to the media. he prefers me and I have stayed at their place and when I do he sleeps with me which she is ok with and once he fucked both of us on the same bed. he started with her but he pumped his sperm inside me. She has indicated that she would be happy to be both our fuck buddies and I think he could settle for that but I would only do that for him because I love him. I must say she is very attractive.