why do I feel like you're not mine anymore, that every conversation seems to third hand or through someone else??

I miss the way it was only a few weeks ago. when we were having more fun. It feels like the magic has gone and I am all alone.

It might not have been much to you but a bit of fun play but you meant a lot to me.

those nights out with a few friends and a few drinks. the passion. the attraction.

where has it all gone?? I look in the mirror and see a blob of a pig that I am and feel so pretty.

is it time we both moved on??

do I have to keep seeing her waltzing around like some parlor tart??

I want her gone from here.

I am sick of her face her bitch and her lies.

I never want to see her again.

then you can come and see me. but only then.

if I find someone else which seems unlikely so let it be but right now I am so old and in a coffin.

you bought magic into my world and now it feels like someone has taken you from me. something bitter has broken us apart for now.

she has even been a bit nicer since I told her net friends I am letting you go. so maybe its time for me to find someone better. to love me how I deserve to be loved right now.