I'm 34 years old and secretly bisexual. No one knows other than the men I have sex with on a infrequent basis. It started when I was seventeemn and attended a party of a mate of mine. He'd just turned 18 and all his family and friends were there, including his father who he no longer lived with.
His father John had been caught having sex with another man, by his mom when he was still only very young. They seperated but my friend and his father still kept in contact. After a time his mom accepted her ex husbands sexual choice and they became almost like best friends.
The party was winding down and I'd probably too much to drink. I found myself stood out in the back yard in the dark smoking a cigarette. When John approached me, I at first thought he wanted a light, but that wasn't the only reason why he was there. Without hessitation he asked me if I'd ever fancied men, men in a sexual way. No one had asked anything like that and I don't know how he knew, but he was right, I had often fantasised about playing with another guys cock or even sucking a long hard dick.
Looking straight at me, John asked me again, this time he held my chin gently with his left hand as his right hand rubbed up against the growing bulge in my shorts. His eyes in the gloomy light of the house were bright blue and if anything, it was his eyes that made me want him. I told him yes.
The kiss we had was only brief as we were disturbed. We carried on smoking as my friend spoke to his father about giving me a lift home. When I said I'd be ok, I'd walk, my friend insisted.
The twenty minute journey to my house took an hour. It was the first time I'd felt another males cock in my hands and it was the first time a guy had drained my balls, by sucking on my super hard cock. We'd kissed as we had earlier, only this time it was more forceful, more intense. I was the one who sought out his cock, undoing his belt then opening his trousers. I'm not small, my cock being just under eight inches when I'm totally turned on. Johns cock was a little longer than mine, but it was it's girth which made me gasp as my finger tried to wrap around it. His cock was so thick and it was leaking loads of pre cum.
He asked me to masturbate him to orgasm after I'd tried to take his cock into my mouth. There wasn't much room in his car and his fat cock was difficult to swallow. Telling me to toss him off as we kissed was horny enough for him that first time, but he did say he'd teach me how to suck cock and maybe more, if I wanted to.
When his tongue swirled around the glans on my swollen dick, I almost came straight away. If i'm honest and I am being, I didn't last too long with Johns expert licking and sucking (It is something which has gotten much better with age and experience). I half expected him to let my cum fly everywhere, but John had other ideas as sucked down every last drop.
Kissing him afterwards with my cum taste in his mouth was something I will always remember, and something which had my cock growing again. I was still horny, not only for sex, but mostly for the forty something guy who had opened a new sexual world for me. Before I got out of his car at the end of our street, I asked him if he would teach me everything.
Over the the course of that summer that's just what he did. I'd meet him after college or on weekends and we'd find quiet places to expore each others sexual boundaries. All the way through my gay sexual tuition I found it difficult to swallow his cock, but I soon learned my asshole could take it far better.
I hadn't seen or heard from him for over a fortnight and I thought he'd gone off me. In fact he was working away and I'd clean forgot. In the time between out last sexual encounter and seeing him again, I discoverd the delights of a girls pussy and ass. It was the start of my mixed sexual life and I truely didn't revert to one or the other.
Life moved on and I married my wife five years ago. Every now and then though, I meet and have sex with men who I know have thick long hard cocks, who want to fuck the shit out of my tight boy pussy. They're exclusively always older than me and I always make sure I play safe.
It's a part of my life that I get immense sexual satisfaction from, which my wife or any other woman for that matter cannot give me, so I keep it secret and occasionally indulge in my bi side.