I left my friends to follow employment.... Two jobs later, I've got no out-of-work, out-of-apartment friends, my job, while it pays well, is utter shit that I regret going to every day (which, more often than not, is six days a week).
I'm in the perfect romance with a great guy.... Which is sexless.

I've never felt so horny, and so alone. I'm honestly thinking about just disappearing---- I've got one connection to stability, and it's tenuous at best.