Yesterday I made a masturbation sex video of me with my toys for my boy friend. I sent it with a text saying: "I want to have sex with you, not just my toys." After I sent it I noticed that it went to my best friend and not my bf. Now she's responded asking when we can get together.

I keep wondering is it was a mistake or if I subconsciously really wanted to be with her. When I think about it, I can see having fun with her.

Maybe it's time to try the other side??