Straight Female / 19
I'm not joking when I say it feels like our little thing is synonymous with Hades and Persephone. I want to get away from you, I don't want you to come near me. You're interesting, that much is true. But I have someone else, someone that I love. We've been together for a long time, and I have no intention of leaving him. I want to marry him.
But you...you with your sly words and sharp tongue. You draw me in like a moth to the flame. I don't know how you do it, I don't know what it is about you. When my boyfriend and I had our temporary break up, you were always there. Watching, waiting for the opportunity. In my despair I got drunk and we slept together. I was afraid and crazy at that time. My heart was broke, it seemed like my world shattered because he was gone. I didn't care, I told you I would sleep with you any time you wanted, and it happened.
You dragged me into a world so deep, I'm afraid I can't get out. You keep coming after me with such force, such persistence, that it draws me to you. I don't want this, I don't want your offer. I will not cheat on my lover just so you can have your way with me. I was second best to you once before, I won't be second best again.
You entice me with your words, with your body, and mind. It's hard to escape from you. We're very alike, we understand each other. But I don't want this love...I don't want this passion. Even though I crave it oh so much. You have me in chains, and I am at your mercy. You asked me today if we could do it once more, you knew that I liked it, and I can't deny that I did. Even though I wanted to strip off all my clothing, I shoved you away. After that, you led me by the button of my pants to the door, shoved me out, and whispered "I still love you" in my ear. You shut the door in my face.
I want to get out of here. Out of this town. So that I don't have to see you anymore. You devil of a man.
But you...you with your sly words and sharp tongue. You draw me in like a moth to the flame. I don't know how you do it, I don't know what it is about you. When my boyfriend and I had our temporary break up, you were always there. Watching, waiting for the opportunity. In my despair I got drunk and we slept together. I was afraid and crazy at that time. My heart was broke, it seemed like my world shattered because he was gone. I didn't care, I told you I would sleep with you any time you wanted, and it happened.
You dragged me into a world so deep, I'm afraid I can't get out. You keep coming after me with such force, such persistence, that it draws me to you. I don't want this, I don't want your offer. I will not cheat on my lover just so you can have your way with me. I was second best to you once before, I won't be second best again.
You entice me with your words, with your body, and mind. It's hard to escape from you. We're very alike, we understand each other. But I don't want this love...I don't want this passion. Even though I crave it oh so much. You have me in chains, and I am at your mercy. You asked me today if we could do it once more, you knew that I liked it, and I can't deny that I did. Even though I wanted to strip off all my clothing, I shoved you away. After that, you led me by the button of my pants to the door, shoved me out, and whispered "I still love you" in my ear. You shut the door in my face.
I want to get out of here. Out of this town. So that I don't have to see you anymore. You devil of a man.


