my childhood phobias over my vagina were abundant. fear of my hole and butt hole. as a child I was in hospital a little longer and what always scared me was that when I looked down at my vaginal area it really looked like I had two vaginas. I had a very red patch on my right inner thigh that looked like another vagina. I asked my mother why I was kept in hospital so long after I was born and she was always vague. I mean were they embarrassed?? did I have a mild deformity?? I just was always hung up about down there. feared it and it hurts that people would find that funny. the dark patch or birth mark is not as obvious these days as compared to when I was a child. it was often sore and felt hollow like a healing scar. but something that was never made a huge deal about.