I always read stories where guys like to dress in women's clothing, but there are a lot that like to wear and look male--like me.

My mother died when I was only 1 and a half. I really didn't know what was going on, and I barely remember her, just some fading images, but I know she was also not a girly girl. So I was raised by my father and he basically raised me as a boy--clothing, haircut, and he even shortened my name to Jo from Joanne. All through school not very many people knew I am really a girl. I even got out of PE with a note from my father, he's a Dr, so he put a note in my records that I have a heart murmur, so I didn't have to take PE. My usual attire while I was in school was faded jeans, some kind of tee, and a pair of converse or some riding boots. My hair is short and I have an athletic build, so I am easily passable as a guy--a lot more easily than Justin Beiber.

I graduated HS as one of the guys and now I'm living my life as if I were a guy. I've legally had my name changed to Joe Williams (not my real last name) and I mark that I'm a male on all of my applications. Everyone at work thinks I'm a guy and nobody will ever refute that.

As you can imagine this causes a little bit of a challenge in dating. First dates are not a big deal, most of the time we can have a good time and enjoy each others company, but if it is to go further, then I have to be sure the person can handle the truth. More than a few girls have been surprised that they have been with another girl, and some really freak out about it, but most will just go with it.

I wear briefs and a short latex strappie, that can be tucked to the side, when I'm dating. This gives me a bulge in the right places and can pass as a stiff if quickly brushed against. The briefs also help cover the straps. I dated one girl that thought it was a prosthetic until we were fully physically involved. She is one that freaked out.

I like to fuck like a guy--me on top in control, looking down and seeing my partner's pleasure build. If I can get to this part without being found out, then it excites me, and I orgasm while I fuck her. I squirt when I orgasm, so I pull out and squirt on my partner. It would be a lot more believable if I could make it come out of the strappie, but I only get excited enough to orgasm if I can fuck and she still thinks I'm a guy.

I've had a few partners that have been into "rape fantasy". By the time they found out I was not a guy, they were well into it, and I just kept going. The last one I had like that was too embarrassed to admit to anyone that she picked up a girl and convinced her to rape. That was a good time. One of the "rape fantasy" girls, went even more wild when she figured out that I was really a girl. After we'd been at it for a while she figured out it was a atrappie, and was like: WTF?? I told her what was going on, and she went crazy. We see each other a few times a month still.

Next time your at the bar in the Boston area and see a tall, athletic build, dirty blond, blue eyes, short hair, 20 something guy... check your bi tenancies before you get on with your rape fantasy.