last night I watched a lot of porn again and fantasied about having sex with my favorite movie star. I feel dirty that I am rather jealous of these girls with ultra thin waists and perky or lush big round tits, although I am somewhere between that I feel like I want to look perfect and like a lust object for him. I those 1960s hourglass perky tits that bulge out and how the women look so horny and ready for it. I am envious of these cute little porn beauties who look better then many of the real stars today. their sweet little dimple faces and blonde tied back generous cherry hair or those sweet hot sexy thin dada's girl red hair angelic princesses with milky white pure skin or perfect dada's girl 16 blonde bobs really stir my jealousy as do their tight young little pink vaginas.

I watch porn to have a few ideas about how to do it and enjoy fucking and being fucked. style and theme. porn is my learning tool and I could be as good as a pig in mud fucking in a porn film with a hottie favorite.

I want him to suckle at my tits and watch them jiggle as he fucks me hard. I want him to rub my nipples and pump me hard over and over. I want to ride him til I fall down on top of him really. I want him to DO me in every erotic story theme there is.

I wanted to masturbate but decided to wait when I am in more of a fiery mood cuz it makes the orgasms better and loads my clit with pulses of fire.

I think I would kill with my bare hands for him. is this normal??