I guess it's because I have always been so submissive with my boyfriend. It's just that he's 28 and I'm 20 and feel that he has more esperience in sex. He's made me do things that I consider perverted, but he tells me all couples do them. I feel he can get me to do anything he wants with me and I just submit to them. I get embarrassed and excited at the same time and later have second thoughts about it. A week ago we were at his apartment and wanted me to be naked, while we had some drinks. He asked me to fix some more drinks and while I was in the kitchen, I heard some of his friends walk in. I couldn't belive he had done that, knowing I was naked in the kitchen with no way out. I peaked out and motioned to him to bring my clothes and saw three of his friends sitting in the sofa. My clothes were no longer were I left them and realiced that he was doing these on perpouse. He wanted me to come out with drinks and no clothes on. I was so embarrassed when I heard him tell his friends that I was naked in the kitchen, an being shy about it. I was stuck with no way out and about to be humiliated with one of his perverted sexual ideas. He came in and told me he wanted his friends to see me nude, but I just couldn't make myself to come out. I almost died of shame when his friends came into the kitchen. From then on I had to endure being publicly displayed, while my boyfriend forced me to have sex with him. He pinned me down on the table and sucked my pussy right in front of his friends. I thought I was going to be shared out, but he just wanted to play out his fantasy by having his friends watch the whole sceen. Later he brought back my clothes and I went to the bathroom to get dressed and din't come out till they left. I guess some wild couples could play out these kinds of wild fantasies, but as for me it was the most embarrassing moment of my life.