I have had an auto erotic sex obsession since the age of 4 or 5. I had my first orgasms about the age of 5 or 6. the first time he touched me felt like a lot heavy mind blowing orgasm so much I felt sick and dizzy and vomiting afterwards.

I am trying to reform from crazy auto erotic sex. I have delighted in hours of nail polish on my anus up my anus or c**t for a skin burn... erotic sensation.

I have gentially cut and I am trying to reform from that sort of self harm and cutting. just recently I made my vagina bleed using a small tube of tea tree ointment it cut into my bladder and I bled til I came!!! god help my sexual impromptu desires they hit suddenly out of the blue and I can't control them sometimes.

trying to reform at least til I see my gyno.

some people cut for attention I just cut for sexual pleasure and anger in orgasm and I want it to stop but sometimes I do not know how to.