My boyfriend made me record a video of myself naked and saying how much of a dumb worthless c**t I am, and saying how as a woman my main reason for existing is to be a man's fucktoy. After making me say all that, he kept recording while he raped my throat and made me thank him every time he slapped me for trying to get his dick out of my mouth.

I haven't left him, and I keep doing what he says because I don't want him to put that video and a bunch of other videos he's recorded of me online. So, even though I know how fucked up this is, I'm going to go have sex with him in about 15 minutes and hope that he doesn't punch me in the stomach as hard as he did last night.