Today I cut myself for the first time in a year. I thought I was over it. Now, I can't stop. Pretty soon its going to be obvious--I'm going to run out of places to do it. I don't know what to do. I hate myself. I thought I was over this, and I'm not. It's the worst addiction. I love the blood, and I'm a sick, fucked up idiot.

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by Anonymous on Nov 14, 2009 at 2:06 AM

you do this because you hurt and you hurt because you are sad cheer up you have a great life you are healthy and good times could happen tommorrow go out and enjoy life nothing is ever as bad as it seems find a partner there is someone who will love you for who you are cheer up

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 14, 2009 at 4:05 AM

well dude, if you want to quit, cut your throat.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 14, 2009 at 5:50 AM

I am trying to decide between posting a respectful sypathetic response and going to make a buritto. I think

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 14, 2009 at 2:37 PM

My cunt ex was a former cutter. It was all for show.
Yes I said show! You haft to be messed up to do it.
but you haft to be an attention whore to do it where
people will see it. Your an idiot, grow up you moron.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 15, 2009 at 1:22 AM

Why? That's simple. You're dead inside and want desperately to feel anything at all, even pain. You don't feel happiness or joy or sorrow, just this dead gray nothingness. Some fill this emptiness with drugs, some with serial killing, you cut yourself.

Solution? That's up to you. Some people are helped with therapy. Some just grow out of it. Others trade it in for another harmful habit like drugs.

Me? I sold myself to a dominatrix who abused me until I couldn't take it anymore and left. After that I could feel like a real person again. I wouldn't recommend it for everyone, though.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 15, 2009 at 4:56 AM

The burrito sounds good right now. Yum!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 16, 2009 at 10:00 PM

Read A Bright Red Scream. I found some solace in this.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 17, 2009 at 5:45 PM

Read "It's Okay to be a Dumb Fuck" you'll find solace in it

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