it all started when i was 4 yrs old, my father would come into my room after the family was asleep. then he would make his move on me, first he would roll back the covers on my bed so he could gaze at my hairless legs, just before sliding my nightie up and over my head and off me, all while i was fast asleep, leaving me in my little white underwear. he enjoyed looking at my crotch and seeing my little boy penis tight againest my underwear, next he would slide my underwear down to my ankles and off my body, then i would be completely naked and at his mercy, which he showed no mercy when it came to me. after my father had me naked he would take his time with me, first he would stroke my legs up and down, turn me over and knead my ass cheeks like dough, i wondered why later in life why my father never had anyone else but me???? i was special to him and no one else was, not even my stepmother, i received more action than she ever did. any way after he was through kissing me full on the lips and frenching me, he would put my little boy penis into his mouth and suck me good, even at only 4 yrs old my little boy cock would get hard and have precum from it, i feel ashamed to admit this but i would moan in extasy as he sucked my little boy cock, i should not have been enjoying it at all, but i really did. he would suck me for what seemed like hours but was actually around 1 hr, afterwards he would tell me not to tell anyone or i would get a spanking. the next evening the same thing happened to me, and by a weeks passing i was used to his ritual, then he added something to it, he made me
take his cock in my hand and grip it hard, while sliding my hand up and down on it, he would lubricate his cock and my hand with baby oil first, this ritual went on for another week, i was again used to his routine, when he again added to it, this time he made me take his cock and put it in my mouth. this was the most difficult thing he had made me do so far, because i would gag, over and over as he would shove his cock deeper into my mouth, i was only 4 yrs old and his cock was the biggest thing i had ever put into my mouth, i was just barely able to take it in my mouth, because of the length and girth, but i did it because i did'nt want a beaten. i finally realized that i was being molested, i was only 4 and i knew this wasn't right. i could do nothing about my situation, so i just endured all the physical abuse, i was used to being had by him for sure, and when i had been sexually abused for what was now 5 yrs, i was 9 yrs old and he came into my room and told me he was going to take me camping over the next weekend, just him and me, i replied i can't wait, i was thinking maybe camping would be fun, not knowing what he had in mind for me. of course this was only sunday evening and i had another week before he would take me camping, so it was business as usual meaning i was fixing to suck his cock and have to kiss him, and let him stroke my little boy hairless legs. as i said earlier this was now 5 yrs later and i was 9 yrs old, and now i was having to swallow his cum, when i sucked his cock, i had become quite good at it too, i could even suck him off without gagging constantly.
when the weekend came my father after his regular session with me whispered to me "i have a surprise for you" this was friday evening, late so i wondered what he could have to surprise me with???? i would find out soon enough i thought. he made my stepmother pack my clothes so i would be ready to leave for the camping trip first thing saturday morning. saturday night came and my father said to me i promised you a surprise, do you remember???? i said yes sir, i do remember, well actually i have 2 surprise for you father exclaimed. the first surprise is i am going add something else to our playtime, something i think you will learn to enjoy. and the 2nd surprise i have for you is i bought you a complete wardrobe of clothes to wear for me when we are having our playtime. how does these surprises sound to you???? i answered the only way i had been taught to "the surprises sound great father" i replied.
i am glad son, i want you to experience the enjoyment i feel when we play together. father was right i had been molested for 5 yrs and was totally used to it by now, and was experiencing some enjoyment in what had been happening.
after father had explained everything to me, we prepared for our first totally alone time we had ever had before, i knew what was going to happen somewhat but was not prepared for the whole of everything i was about to experience.
father had bought a camper with 2 bedrooms, and one of the bedrooms was mine, he told me to go into my closet and pick out something pretty to wear for our playtime and my bedtime, so i went into my room and opened the wardrobe to reveal that he had bought me a whole closet full of girls clothes, i was shocked and so i checked the chester drawers and it was filled with panties and bras, slips, make-up and all manor of female necessities. without thinking
i went into the living room of the camper and yelled at father "why did you buy me girls things" father yelled back
at me and said "don't you ever talk to me like that again" i replied i am sorry father, okay son, now i bought the girls things for you because i want you to be my girlfriend, and my daughter when we are alone having our playtime, so you will wear ribbons in your hair and dresses and make-up and slips and panties, and even tan pantyhose when i want you to. do you understand???? "yes sir i replied" so i settled into being a girl when i was alone with my father.
this same evening i dressed in a cheerleader uniform with matching panties, father couldn't wait to undress and have his way with me. i was lying in my bed waiting for him when the door opened and he entered my room, hi there melissa you look very pretty tonight in your cheerleader uniform, i do have a lovely daughter and girlfriend. thank you father i am glad you approve of my attire, i wore it specially for you, knowing you like cheerleaders. father proceeded to undress me, sliding cheerleader skirt up to reveal my matching bikini panties which were white and red and matched the top and skirt in color. then he removed my panties and slid my pleated skirt off at my ankles and lifted my top off over my shoulders, he place my uniform and panties on my window seat and then climbed back into my bed and told me to turn over on my stomach. i complied not knowing what was next, as he had not requested this before. after i turned over he rubbed baby oil onto my buttocks and hairless legs,then he massaged the oil into my skin, when he worked his way down to my buttocks he squeezed each one at the same time and kneaded them like dough
then he poured some babyoil into my asshole and used his smallest finger to introduce the oil into my rear, he had the who finger in my rear and i was moving up and down and to the side from the feeling, also i was letting out some moans of pleasure, i had never experienced these feelings before, they were intense. if you like this melissa, you are going to love what comes next. father reached over and turned the radio on and set the volume loud, i wondered why but didn't ask. the answer came in a moments notice when he mounted me and straddled me, i couldn't move he had become very hard from the messing with me he had done and his cock was erect. father put some babyoil onto his cock and beat his meat for a few minutes then he placed his cock at my greased asshole and applied some pressure very slowly, he had learned how over the past 5 yrs to be gentle when messing with me so know one would suspect him of abuse, at least that was good news for me. after what seemed like forever his cock slowly disapeared into my waiting asshole, first the mushroom size head, then the shaft, as he was doing this he placed his hand over my mouth and muffled my screams, which were many, since this was the first time he would fuck me. after he had all of his cock in me, father just stopped and let his throbbing cock be still, before backing out and reinserting again and again.
this first time father fucked me was a painful experience, but it only lasted about 15 minutes, which i was so relieved when it was over, it made me sore for a week, and the worst part was, i would be fucked again and again in this same week, he didn't even let me get over the first fucking before having me again. a couple of weeks later father explained that in order to endure the fucking,that he gave me, he would have to fuck me daily until i was used to it, he also explained that it would feel good very soon. he was right about both points, and after the first 6 months of being fucked i was starting to enjoy his cock, and i was even enjoying dressing as a girl too.
over the next 4 and a half years father had me body and soul, and before i left home at 14, i had even started fucking him too, it was strange but i really enjoyed hearing his moans of pleasure when i sucked his cock and fucked his ass. i left home when i was 14, after trying to tell someone,anyone, about what was happening to me, but no one believed me, their quote" boys don't get molested" well thanks to the constant attention my father gave me, i am now a grown man who is gay, but otherwise okay.