I am pretty perverted (or so I think) and have all sorts of messed up (or to others normal but since I am a "prude" I consider them messed up) fantasies.

On the other hand while I think of these slutty things in my head I would never actually do them and go around pretending to be as pure as a holy maiden even though I think of such terrible (or again to others-normal) things.

I think women like me are why some men think women hate sex. In truth guys we are very dirty just like you. I am one of those pure dainty maidens who act like I am so innocent and hate sexual things but in truth the inner me in my mind is a dirty filthy slut who needs to be thrown over your knee and spanked with your full strength (to the point of bruises) and then thrown (not placed gently) but thrown full forced onto the bed to the point that if you missed and I fell on the floor I might get injured.

Sorry but truly pure maidens dont exist unless the people who raised them sheltered them and even then they would have to remain sheltered to remain pure.

Truth is purity is a myth. We all become dirty little whores on the inside even if we never actually act on it.

I'm guys but all women are sluts on the inside. It's just reality. Accept it and marry a slut. Even if you dont you probably already are married to a little whore and you dont know it because she keeps it locked up just like me.