this is my senior year in high school and i've been with several guys, but never have let any of them have anal sex with me. i just don't want their thing up there and the idea of getting their cum up there is even worse. i have a sex toy that i use, and it's fairly large--it's like 2 inches across and 8 inches long, so it's not that i think anal sex will hurt or that i don't like having something in my bottom because i use my sex toy anally almost every time i use it, but i just don't want some guys cock up my butt.