I've started this confession many times. This time I'm going to really hit hit submit. I know my husband reads this site once in awhile so he may recognize me and he may not. If he does I'll deny it but I've wanted to confess my cheating for a very long time.

I met my husband at work when I was 17 and he was 19. We started dating a year later. He was my first and only real boyfriend. He took my virginity two months into our relationship. He was a great boyfriend. Six months after we first had sex we were screwing five or six times a week. Sex had become pretty natural to me.

At about that time, I took a job at the local office of the DMV and he was working as a truck driver by then. Four months later, he was away a lot driving to the mid-west and back. There were two men at my work who were interested in me from the day I started at the DMV. Both were single guys in their forties. One was a cop who gave road tests and the other was an office guy.

I understand their attraction to me. I was nineteen, blond, petite, big firm boobs, a nice butt and flirty as hell back then. My sexual awakening had really given me a lot of confidence in myself as it dawned on me that men found me rather attractive.

At work I was shameless in my flirting with these two older men who showed me so much attention. One of them, the cop guy, finally invited me out on a Friday night when my future husband was off driving. I agreed thinking it would be no big deal. I wasn't thinking of having sex with the guy. I was too young to drink then so we ended up getting Chinese food and beers and went to his apartment. We ate and had a few beers and then he was kissing me. Of course I was young and dumb, I liked the attention and I knew it was going to happen even when I pretended it wouldn't.

We had sex and it was good sex. He was very experienced and I later found that he was very into recreational sex. It showed. He worked my body and make me feel things my boyfriend only dreamed of. He ate me, fingered me until I was gushing, was able to stay hard and fuck me in multiple positions with little rest in between. He made me cum again and again before finally finishing inside me. I spent the night and in the morning he asked for a blow job. I thought I knew what I was doing from blowing my boyfriend but it turns out I was clueless. This guy spent an hour laying back and patiently explaining and teaching me until I managed to make him cum. I swallowed my first load that day having always spit it out before.

I started getting with him regularly. This was way before cell phones so he would invite me over and when I could go over I did. Sometimes when I was alone and horny, I'd swing by and knock and if he was home we'd have sex. I didn't feel that guilty at the time since I wasn't expecting things with my boyfriend to last. He ended up turning me into an incredible cock sucker though which I remain to this day.

After about a month of us fucking, the other guy in the office who would always show me attention came right out and asked me if I was sleeping with the cop guy. I confessed that I was. He asked about my boyfriend and what was up. I told him that my boyfriend wasn't around much and I was just having sex with the other guy for fun. He asked me if I was horny a lot and I said sure, of course and he said he'd love to have sex with me too. He said it would just be sex on those times I was horny and needed it and that it wouldn't be a big deal. I said I would think about it. He gave me his address and phone number.

A few weeks later, I was thinking about him. I had been out with my boyfriend that night and the sex sucked. I went by the cop's house and he wasn't home and I ended up calling the other guy who invited me over. He was a lot like the other guy, confident, a lot of experience, knew how to make a woman cum and cum. I really enjoyed how he ate me out and how hard he liked to fuck. He was a long lasting guy too unlike my boyfriend so I was wrung out when I went home at about 5 in the morning.

I kept on fucking both guys and my boyfriend, who noticed the change in my blow job technique and how much more aggressive I was getting in bed. He wasn't complaining though lol. I was learning a lot from these two other guys.

A few months later, having sex with them was a regular thing for me. One night I went by the cop's house unannounced and he invited me in. He had a friend over who was also in his forties. He was a good locking single guy who knew right away what was going on. We had a few drinks and I ended up in the bedroom with the cop. While we were making out, he asked me if his friend could join us. I was reluctant at first but he kept asking and eventually I said ok as long as he left if I wanted him to.

Well the threesome started very slow. Both guys were careful not wanting to push me to far to fast. I ended up enjoying taking turns sucking their cocks, and sucking one while the other fucked me. After an hour or so of an enjoyable experience, I was on top of my friend, riding his dick and sucking his friend's. The friend started playing with my asshole, licking it and fingering it. The guys I'd been fucking, including my boyfriend, had fingered my ass before so I didn't mind it. Then he was licking and tonging it which surprisingly felt great then two fingers and his tongue. I didn't think he was thinking of anal because the experience felt so great. I just kept riding my friend while his friend played with my butt.

Then I felt his dick pressing against my asshole and it fucking hurt. He was thick and I'd never had anal before. I tried to make him stop but half hardheartedly. On one hand the dick in my pussy felt amazing and on the other my ass was getting slowly penetrated and it hurt like hell. I tried to push off but my friend wrapped his arms around me and head me tight to him with my butt exposed to his buddy. He stopped pumping me while his friend worked his way into my ass. My friend was kissing me and telling me to just wait and let him do it because it was going to be great once he was in. I held myself steady and felt the guy's dick slowly pressing in until it popped in and I just groaned. My friend kept saying hold on, hold on, and slowly my ass got used to his cock. He had lubed me up good with saliva and before long it did feel good, really good. Soon I was rocking both cocks like a pro. It felt tremendous having both men inside me at once. I came repeatedly. My friend came inside me first then his buddy just fucked my ass hard finally cumming deep in my butt.

I added this new friend to my rounds. For about six months I was fucking all three guys plus my boyfriend. The new guy was calling my house all the time to fuck. I ended up fucking him more than anyone. He used to wait for me after work and sometimes he would be waiting for me when my boyfriend dropped me off after we were out. The guy didn't care if I'd just fucked my boyfriend or even the other guys, he was always ready to go. He used to get me to blow him in his car right outside my house, and would fuck my pussy occasionally but mostly he liked to fuck my ass, a lot. He was so anally oriented that he ended up acclimating me to anal sex. He loved to fuck my butt hard and to cum deep inside it. It hardly ever hurt and the orgasms were tremendous.

After that six month period of pretty much no stop slutty sex I missed my period. I bought a test and it was positive. The guys never wore rubbers mostly pulling out but cumming in me enough that looking back I'm amazed it took me that long to get pregnant. I had no idea which guy was the father. All four had fucked me and cum in me over the previous few weeks. I didn't want to tell my boyfriend because I was afraid he'd want me to keep it which was terrifying.

The cop guy ended up paying for and bringing me to a clinic to take care of it. I finally smartened up and went on the pill. I was depressed afterward though and soon after the other guy from my office, who had no idea I was pregnant before, and I stopped getting together. Things just petered out between us. My cop friend and I fucked occasionally for a few more months until he started seriously dating someone closer to his own age. He told me after we had spent the night together. He didn't end up with her for more than a few months but we never got together again after that.

I did see the third guy a lot for about another year. I really enjoyed the anal sex I had with the guy and that the sex with him was all about the fun. Nothing serious, no drama, just orgasms and fun times lol. I left the DMV and went back to nursing school. I stopped fucking that guy after I started school. It just kinda of stopped on it's own.

I haven't seen any of those guys in over twenty years. They would all be in their 70s now. No one other than those three guys knows about my ancient history of cheating other than maybe my mum who used to question me about the phone calls from strange men way back when.

Things got serious with my boyfriend and we ended up getting married when I was 25 years-old.

Twenty years later, I've still only ever fucked those four guys. I've been faithful to my husband since about two years before we married. He has no idea about the other guys. No idea how slutty I was back then. No idea I had an abortion. To date we've never had anal and probably never will. Years ago he tried and I felt funny about it and said no and he's never tried again. I'm not sure why I didn't let him because I loved doing it. Maybe I was afraid it wouldn't be the same or maybe he'd realize I had done it before. I don't know.

On a good note my sexually inexperienced boyfriend grew up into a very good man who figured out how to fuck me senseless long ago, as good or better than those other guys did back then. He can still rock my world when he puts his mind to it.

I've finally got this off my chest and I'll never mention this again to anyone anywhere. Thanks.