My dad died when I was sixteen. I'm an only child and we were always close, we did a lot together. But when he died, Mom and I got even closer doing a lot together and sharing stuff with each other more. Looking back now I think I was always attracted to her sexually, she has a way about her and a really good body. Mom sometimes looked at me in ways that made me think she was attracted to me, for example she would make comments about my facial hair when I wouldn't shave for a few days when it was scruffy as she would say. She seemed to like it, there was just something in her face. There wasn't much but little things here and there made me feel she had a thing for me. I liked it.

One night I was looking at porn upstairs and somehow she managed to come up without me hearing her. She came around the corner and there I was naked from the waist down totally erect. She apologized and said she was sorry but the whole time she was staring at my penis. It was embarrassing. A couple nights later the same thing happened again but it was opposite. My parents had a large book collection in their bedroom and I needed one for a paper I was working on for school. It was late at night and the light was on in her bedroom with the door closed. I didn't think much of it so I opened the door to find my mom totally naked masturbating, at least I'm pretty sure she was. She jumped a bit when I opened the door. She quickly asked what I needed and I said I needed a book. Mom is a very beautiful woman. She was a model when she was younger, nothing big time, but from an early age I thought she was very attractive. And there she was totally naked, I couldn't help but stare a bit. That was the first time I ever saw her naked and I liked what I saw. I'm sure she saw I looked and noticed I liked what I saw. I kinda got hard but I don't know if she was looking and noticed. I grabbed the book quickly and left. The interesting thing was that she never covered up.

The next day she asked if I wanted to go see a movie, this was a common thing we all used to do a lot. We went. She was wearing a low cut top that I hadn't seen before and I honestly had a hard time not checking her out. Nothing was discussed about the night before. We went out to eat afterwards. She was kinda touchy feely that evening, more than usual. We came back to the house and when we got inside she hugged me and thanked me for the evening. When she hugged me she hugged me tightly so that I could really feel her b r e a s t s. My parents had marital problems before and as a result Mom got a b o o b job so when she hugged me I could really feel them.

It wasn't long after that she asked if I wanted to watch a movie with her in the living room. I had homework to do but I used the occasion as an excuse to get out of it. I'm a professional procrastinator.
She was sitting right next to me, shoulders touching and towards the beginning of the movie she put her hand on my thigh which didn't always happen. We were both in our pjs. A bit later she started rubbing my leg. I couldn't help picturing her naked body from the night before while she did that. I started getting hard, I'm not sure if she was looking or if she could tell, but if she was she could for sure see it. For some reason I didn't hide it.
At the end of the movie we both got up and she turned towards me and hugged me like before pressing her breasts tightly against my chest. Only I realized that unlike before she was now braless. Theres no way she didn't feel my hard p e n i s. She squeezed me close and whispered into my ear that she loved me and lightly kissed my cheek. She then took my hands and brought them under her pajama top and put them on her b r e a s t s. I couldn't help but to give them a little squeeze. Soon after that we were back sitting on the couch and she took my hand between her legs. Nothing was said but it was obvious what she wanted me to do so I fingered her. She moaned as she came. Before I knew it we were both naked and she was on top of me. I really couldn't believe what was happening but at the same time I really wanted it too. She started out slowly but then she got going really hard. I came inside or her. It didnt last long. We were both a bit messy between the fingering and the riding. She took me to her bathroom where we took a shower together. We played with each other a bit as we got to know each others bodies more. It was then that I discovered that Mom has quite a large tongue. She started kissing me lightly at first but then she stuck her tongue in my mouth. It was so large. I just kept sucking on it. It was amazing. We dried off and she took me by the hand while we were still naked into her bed where she had me play with her b r e a s t s and I sucked on them to my hearts content. I couldn't help but think of her tongue and then I got enough courage and asked her to give me a b j. It was the best I've ever had. We fell asleep together with her head on my chest. That morning we woke up and had sex again. It seemed like Mom had a lot of sexual energy bottled up because she was wanting it a lot especially at the beginning.
This happened at the beginning of my last summer before I went off to college. Probably half of the time we slept in the same bed doing some kind of sexual act. By the end of the summer we did probably all that two people can do together, I never knew Mom was like that. I had no idea. The sex got better. The more we did it the longer I could go and I was able to give her vaginal orgasms eventually. That made me feel good. Her p u s s y got tighter too the more we did it. She was playful and spontaneous, a side of her I never knew before. Sometimes she would surprise me coming up behind me hugging me naked. A few times she would call me into a room and I would come in and she would be spread eagle naked. She helped me feel at ease by saying that she wasn't trying to replace Dad, she said she just got lonely and that she had had sexual thoughts about me before. She said that seeing me erect that one night at the pc was nearly too much for her and that she almost made a move then. She said she took it slow because at the time she was sure I didn't have similar feelings towards her. I guess we were both pretty attracted to each other and those two nights just brought us to a breaking point. There was a time I was looking at porn and she came up and I quickly minimized it because I didn't want to hurt her feelings looking at other women but she came over and put it back on the screen and knelt down and gave me a b j. It was wild. From that time on I got the feeling that she must've always known what I was doing up there. We had a pool and some nights we'd sneak out there and have sex in the pool. She started shaving her p u s s y, she tastes good. She was the one who introduced me to prostate stimulation, man those were some good b j s. The sex was really good but the emotional aspect of it was just as fulfilling. Being inside her c u m m i n g looking into her eyes...theres nothing like it. We both knew its perverted and wrong, we talked about it and doing so made it feel all the more ok and all the more exciting. I was adopted and she said doing me made her feel more connected to me, she told me that she wished she had given birth to me and that sex with me helped that feeling. She asked me to fist her one night. I didn't think it could be done, something only in crazy porn. We tried it and could'nt get it to work, but she wanted to keep trying and we eventually got my entire hand in her. I don't think I've ever been more aroused. She was also a yoga teacher at the time and I think that contributed to some interesting sex. Mom wasn't the first I'd had sex with, I had a few flings, but she was honestly the best. Good gosh she was awesome. I still can't believe it sometimes.

I went off to college and shortly after met the woman who would become my wife. My mom respectfully stopped having sex with me. My wife doesn't know about this, no one knows. I don't feel guilty about it. Mom and I love each other very much and I wouldn't change what I did. We both felt the same and it made our relationship stronger after our family shrunk. Did Mom put me in a situation where it was hard for me to say no?? Maybe, but I really really wanted it. And I can't say I didn't think about her in a sexual way before either. The last time we went up to visit, before we left Mom hugged me in the same way as before and whispered into my ear that she loves me. I got hard right there and I had to be careful so that my wife couldn't tell. We're going back up there in a few weeks and my wife is going to visit a friend by herself and I think I might use the chance to spend some special time with Mom. I miss her.