hope it happened for you. Wish i could have been there.
It sounds like you know what you want and you are going to make it happen but it will not be as fun as it looks and sounds in your head.It will be horrible and you are going to hate every second of it as well as yourself afterwards but there wont be anything you will be able to do about it . There is good and bad about what you so badly desire,,the bad is they wont do it just the one time ,every time after that they get the urge they will take you and r**e you again,, over and over, how ever after awhile you will begin to enjoy it and will be coming to them regularly and beg them to fuck you . Also some of the men will for one reason or another stop joining in but they will be replaced with oter men so there will always be a supply of new cock for your mouth and ass
Good luck and what are you going to do when your friends see the videos of you letting men fuck you in the ass and you sucking their cocks ?? After that the only friends you will have is the men who want to make you their little bitch .