Straight Female / 53
My name is Jan, my grand son set up my computer and I found this site. I hope he can not read what I type,
My husband worked night shift at Safeway leaving me and the girls alone. At the time my needs were driving me crazy. With two young girls I could not hit the bar, someone would tell him. By the time he worked all night, did his fun car collecting, I got nothing. My neighbor just got his drivers and wanted to make money. So I hired him for some jobs. One job he did for free was me. My nighty allowed him to see my goods, he took it from there.
That night my husband left for work and he entered the back door. I quickly sent the girls to Carrols house to have dinner. I had him alone and made my move. With a little coaching I had him riding like a real man. He had the equipment just needed little help. In a few days he could hold off long enough for me to orgasm. With some work he could now give some oral sex as well. kind of an egger student. In a short period of time he was off to the Marines. My stud is gone and his little brother is far to young.
I wait two years and his brother is now filling out. I think he is a teen, but now bigger than his older brother. He cuts my grass and I invite him in for a drink. Notice a bulge in the shorts, so I ask some questions. Do you have a girl friend?? Who does he think is nice looking?? I find he likes Cindy. She is older girl across the way. He tells me he wants to do things to her and her older sister. His cock starts getting hard as he talks. Once its hard I look and point. he blushes and covers him self. Tell him its nothing to be ashamed of. Let me see what it looks like?? he pulls it out and he is much larger than older brother. My new student.
That night a thunder storm and I ask his mom to send him over. In my room and close the door. girls are sleeping and TV sounds protect them from hearing down stairs. I start by showing my breast, he plays like a child. I stick his hand in my puss and he gets excited. I react by asking him to mount me and we can talk. In no time I have him in me. He has a shocked look on his face as he feels me. I quickly pull him close and start working my self. Takes him about ten minutes to react to this, I am starting to orgasm when he blows all he has in me. It must be the heaviest load I have ever had.
Like his brother it takes a few trips to learn me desires. Not a romance, I just want saddle time and to hold off long enough for me to cum. he reaches the point like his brother. Now he last twenty min of pure stroke and that I can deal with. Not very good at oral yet. I find a good blow job and he can last longer. So I blow him once and some times twice. he recovers quickly. In no time he is ready to ride again. I use him for sex and chores for almost two years. I take a day job when the youngest hits grade school. My husband has moved away all week and comes home every other weekend. Store closed and he needs to get time to retire. I stand for it, my needs are more than taken care of.
I come home from work early and sneak in the house. I find my Lisa on her bed and this student just finishing off in her. I quickly get her up and wash the load out of her. Talking with her I find this has been going on for some time. He took her virginity over a year back, each day after school he and she have sex till I get home. he leaves the house and returns later. I guess this explains him lasting so much longer. The confidence and her hugging him when he gets there.
That was many years back and Lisa and I talked about it. Part of our therapy and grief issues. Seems she found this boy her father figure. Wanting love she did what many girls do, she has sex with him. She tells me it upset her when the same night I found them, I had him back for sex with me. I thin we both looked at him as a father figure. I replaced my husband with him. Now we are working out these issues. I need to tell someone, just not anyone I want to tell in person. How can I forgive my self?? should I apologies to the boy who is now a man?? or just let him go??
My Lisa still has feelings for him and that's part of her problem. Not seen him in years and having problems. I think she wants opportunity to see what may be possible. I don't think I can face this again. I think if he is willing I could bed him right now.
My husband worked night shift at Safeway leaving me and the girls alone. At the time my needs were driving me crazy. With two young girls I could not hit the bar, someone would tell him. By the time he worked all night, did his fun car collecting, I got nothing. My neighbor just got his drivers and wanted to make money. So I hired him for some jobs. One job he did for free was me. My nighty allowed him to see my goods, he took it from there.
That night my husband left for work and he entered the back door. I quickly sent the girls to Carrols house to have dinner. I had him alone and made my move. With a little coaching I had him riding like a real man. He had the equipment just needed little help. In a few days he could hold off long enough for me to orgasm. With some work he could now give some oral sex as well. kind of an egger student. In a short period of time he was off to the Marines. My stud is gone and his little brother is far to young.
I wait two years and his brother is now filling out. I think he is a teen, but now bigger than his older brother. He cuts my grass and I invite him in for a drink. Notice a bulge in the shorts, so I ask some questions. Do you have a girl friend?? Who does he think is nice looking?? I find he likes Cindy. She is older girl across the way. He tells me he wants to do things to her and her older sister. His cock starts getting hard as he talks. Once its hard I look and point. he blushes and covers him self. Tell him its nothing to be ashamed of. Let me see what it looks like?? he pulls it out and he is much larger than older brother. My new student.
That night a thunder storm and I ask his mom to send him over. In my room and close the door. girls are sleeping and TV sounds protect them from hearing down stairs. I start by showing my breast, he plays like a child. I stick his hand in my puss and he gets excited. I react by asking him to mount me and we can talk. In no time I have him in me. He has a shocked look on his face as he feels me. I quickly pull him close and start working my self. Takes him about ten minutes to react to this, I am starting to orgasm when he blows all he has in me. It must be the heaviest load I have ever had.
Like his brother it takes a few trips to learn me desires. Not a romance, I just want saddle time and to hold off long enough for me to cum. he reaches the point like his brother. Now he last twenty min of pure stroke and that I can deal with. Not very good at oral yet. I find a good blow job and he can last longer. So I blow him once and some times twice. he recovers quickly. In no time he is ready to ride again. I use him for sex and chores for almost two years. I take a day job when the youngest hits grade school. My husband has moved away all week and comes home every other weekend. Store closed and he needs to get time to retire. I stand for it, my needs are more than taken care of.
I come home from work early and sneak in the house. I find my Lisa on her bed and this student just finishing off in her. I quickly get her up and wash the load out of her. Talking with her I find this has been going on for some time. He took her virginity over a year back, each day after school he and she have sex till I get home. he leaves the house and returns later. I guess this explains him lasting so much longer. The confidence and her hugging him when he gets there.
That was many years back and Lisa and I talked about it. Part of our therapy and grief issues. Seems she found this boy her father figure. Wanting love she did what many girls do, she has sex with him. She tells me it upset her when the same night I found them, I had him back for sex with me. I thin we both looked at him as a father figure. I replaced my husband with him. Now we are working out these issues. I need to tell someone, just not anyone I want to tell in person. How can I forgive my self?? should I apologies to the boy who is now a man?? or just let him go??
My Lisa still has feelings for him and that's part of her problem. Not seen him in years and having problems. I think she wants opportunity to see what may be possible. I don't think I can face this again. I think if he is willing I could bed him right now.
