I went to a party with my bff. He's really nice to me and we have so much fun together. But there were soooo many people I didn't know, and i felt quite overwhelmed. I've always been a tiny bit shy, but when there's lots of people i dont know, i feel so awkward. So i got in a really bitchy mood and pretended i didn't want to be at the party. Well, my bff got mad at me acting that way. I just wanted him to tell me that he wanted me there. Instead, he said i might as well just leave. So i did. I ran to my car crying. My bff told me later that everyone that night thinks I'm really weird and emotional. I guess I just should of admitted that i have social anxiety.